Sunday, December 16, 2007

人生儿戏 + 无常

有时真的觉得人生很儿戏。。
很无常。。。
在两个月前还好好的一个人。。
甚至还可以去中国游玩。。
现在。。却卧病在床。。。
痛苦不已。。
大小便都要人服侍。。
刚开始,你明明就很坚强。。
什么电疗,吃药,什么的。。
你都肯做。。。
为什么现在你要做出这个模样。。
虽然你的病情很严重。。。
医生也说没救了。。
可是你明明就有气力。。
可以自己坐上来。。
可以自己吃东西。。
可是为什么你就要做出什么都不肯的样子给我们看。。
你这样的话,辛苦的不单单是你自己。。
我们也很累,也很辛苦。。
你不明白的吗?
你的绝望,很令我们伤心。。
我们坚强,而你却不坚强。。
那有用吗?

爸!!坚强吧!!
难道你不想看到我们结婚。。
生孩子。。。
让你抱孙??
虽然我的机会很渺茫。。
但是还有阿哥。。。
你一定可以的。。。。。
好不好?

1 comment:

jieqi said...

so sad to heard that your dad getting sick..

did i tell u about my dad b4? he did looked for me on chinese new year.. after that we meet each other.. after 2 weeks the day that we meet.. he collapse le.. and pass away.. im trying to getting more time to with him but it's really happening too fast for everything. but what to do? trying to accept all these.

and now you should be have more time with ur dad bah. mayb he cannot accept this bad news of coz he feel like give up his life. your dad need your all to support him de. you b cheer up ok?

recently.. i'm facing alot of financial problems.. it's make me feel very sad. i got no fren in singapore here, sometimes really hope to go back to msia but there is no place for me. haiz.. me n wee siong.. i also duno.. both also have problem and seems like cannot be solve. we are unable to live with peace together. feel very hard =(

jia jia you ben nan nian de jing. just thinking that still have jie qi more difficult than u la. will u feel more comfortable? haha